Lies so intricate

Good evening inhabitants of the self destruct nation

We all have a set of beliefs that form a huge part of who we are, and which has been a part of us from our very first experiences. `these beliefs are not a part of our consciousness, but have a life below the surface : our unconscious mind. We create our lives based on what we believe. Changing these beliefs is the most important part of our fight to survive.

I am tired of experiencing life from moment to moment, grasping for shreds of identity to connect each fragment of experience to the next: trial and failure, collapse and self-assertion which results in deluged state.

The masochists are more often than not individuals who have been embarrassed as a child. They have been made to feel worthless and inadequate.

They are usually very hard workers since they have strong desire for recognition from others.

They have an accurate perception of others’ behaviour. Very often their intelligence is blocked by their distrust towards the world, which makes their personal life very dark.

These intricate lies create a sinking in quicksand situation, in which every single effort will make the person sink in deeper, its not dead end, but continuous struggle which is not a static state but a completely dynamic mobile existence.

I am an arms dealer
 
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words......

Try it out. 

Just for today.